There is an important matter at hand.
It must be taken care of.
Do you understand?
There are a lot of burdens that I currently carry.
And, my problems will not be solved if I go ahead and rush to marry.
One day I hope that you see me soon, in all of my glory.
Mostly everything that I share with the world is true, and not just a story.
So, you can keep fucking around and dabbling here and there.
Especially while the rest of us struggle in turmoil.
Your sorry ass could give a care.
I may finally marry someone with extremely good looks.
What matters the most? I do not know.
I have a family to take care of, including marketing me and my mother’s books.
So, while politics and all of that bullshit remains and crumbles like sand.
My family and I are my concern.
This is the important matter at hand.