What Kind of Nightmare Have I Stepped Into?


What kind of nightmare have I stepped into?

Tell me!

Who is the bait?

I can do nothing but wait.

It is a strange case of eyes wide shut!

I am witnessing things that I have no control over.

It IS amazing what things money can solve.

My eyes are wide open.

But……….

The scene before me needs to be shut!

Shut it! Shut it! Shut it up!

The blinders must be put on…..until I can take control of my life once more.

What kind of nightmare have I stepped into?

When I am on my own, again.

Money.

Peace.

Freedom to do what I want to do. Then…….

Open! Open! Open sesame!

Oh, me!

What kind of nightmare have I stepped into?

What has been placed before me?

If this is a test, this is the worst kind! It is ugly!

No kind of horror is left behind!

I have yet to unwind!

Laughter greets my back from many as my whole being is hit with scenes of loose morals and breaking of generations of set rules and boundaries.

A battlefield of betrayal and lies.

My eyes feast upon things that mu ancestors and I despise!

Daddy, although you mentally prepared me, I did not know that it would hurt this bad!

The spiritual congregation prepared me years ago that such blasphemous things around me may happen as well.

Those things that have unraveled hurt, too.

Evils that I never knew existed.

If this is a test, this is the ugliest, most twisted, deceitful, and most hurtful of all.

Here I stand.

Bruised, broken, face half paralyzed, more, and all.

Tears begin, fall, come, and go.

This is one horrible tale of woe.

If this is a test, give it to someone else!

Our family dime pieces have been raided and fucked by despicable pieces of filth!

Vagabonds!

Ravaged by beasts!

How they feast!

It is hard to love one of their ugly bastards.

What kind of nightmare have I stepped into?

Where loved ones can no longer think clearly and you witness that it is no fault of theirs!

Especially, if their gifts are blinded.

What kind of nightmare have I stepped into?

This will not do!

This will not do!

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